Well. 2007. Done with that disappointment of a year. Can't really put blame on anyone for the crummy year except for myself. I was right, however, last year when I said 2007 was going to be different for me and that I would go through a lot of changes. I have. Unfortunately it took me the entire year to grow and discover myself more (can't really FULLY discover myself just yet, and don't intend on it). I have had new experiences and finally begun to step out of my shell. I know I will be able to take all these experiences and really use them in 2008. Now, whether I spend 2008 in Georgia again or back in Florida, I am uncertain. I do have a few people I will miss up here and they're the only things making me question whether I should go back or not. I don't even know how many people I have down there. I check my FL myspace now and then and it is basically dead. I guess it didn't help that I don't really log on it, but still... It might be like starting over in a new state AGAIN. My BPD really kicked me into a bad place these last few months. Pretty much hit rock bottom in the depression category, but I feel like that's over and, for the first time since 2004, I feel able to commit hardcore to my diet/workout. I remember for a brief time back in '04, I was confident in myself and, for the most part, happy... And I'm sure most of that was caused by me taking care of my body and such, so why not go back to that? Wow, this post is all over the place. I really have a hard time staying on any kind of topic. Oh well. Maybe I'll update later?
I Wanna Feel That Lightning Strike Me - Tonight, I Am The Drug You Can't Deny...
Tonight, C-Y-D Gonna Get You High.
03 January 2008 @ 02:20 pm
I Wanna Feel That Lightning Strike Me